Here I am

You betrayed me you betrayed me that's tragic. I though what we had what we had was magic. You let me know so quick that you'd let this go so quick. All this makes me so sick so sick.

So there it goes there it goes all that I know. You had it all, had it all but then you go and condemn your soul. You throw your faith away you'd rather misbehave than walk a road that is narrow and straight.

Here I am now walking all alone. No one will stand with me (oh) I'm on my own you won't tear me down, but you will hear me, come at me, I will stand my ground (oh). Here I am now watch me as I go. Unmasking all these wolves in sheep's clothes. So won't you tell me now? How you feel? Do you fear me you can't stop this now (oh).

Yo life wasn't what you wanted it to be it hasn't turned out like it's all cracked up to be you want to live but you don't feel alive you feel defeat every time I encourage you turn away from me.

Rather run to the things that hurt. You betray all the things that you claim you learned. For you it's easy to run, it's easy to hide because as it turns out the truth was never inside.

You live a lie because it makes it that much easy to survive. But when you fight for nothing are you even alive? But me, I stand strong in what I believe I won't fall to the wayside and be deceived.

So do what you want. Do what you will. But I'll be here and I'll be still fighting for the things, the things that I believe, the reason why I'm here, the reason why I breathe.

Oh this is what you wanted so this is what you'll get, but before you go I'll get these words right off of my chest. I really looked up to you, thought of you as someone I could always come up to. But clearly clouded by emotion, when you set these things in motion. Really now what did you expect, when you disrespect these things we cared for. Fallen times you couldn't resist. You tried to hit but you clearly missed I can't just sit and dismiss when you act like this such foolishness, keep ip or get left behind. Behind.

Her House

I cannot stay I've got to go when she be blowing up my phone it's time for me to be alone with her. You see this house yes it is taken, reserved for our love making, got to give her all that she deserves. Yeah we gonna take it to the house, always leading me back to her house. Yeah we gonna take it to the house, always leading me back to her house.

You were there with me right from the start. I made you cry many times I even broke your heart but you stayed with me our love made it through even the hard times I was always from you I sacraficed us too many times to chase these dreams and to make them mine but I'm done with that and I aploogize it took me so long just to realize.

Let me make it up, make it up, make it up to you. Let me show you that my love is all for you. If I could rewind and do better that's what I'd do. I'd push everything back to make time for you. Just hear me and my voice of regret. I wanna treat you so good that you'll forget all the bad things remember all the good things make you so happy that you're happy to forgive (me).

Her house. The best play I can go where we like it nice and slow watch my feet hit the ground and go to her house. When she be texting up my phone ima drop it all for sho I've got to give her the attention she's wanting.

Alright girl now here we go you got that skin so smooth and the eyes that glow I've been working overtime and it's all for you it's all for you honey got me spending that money like there ain't no tomorrow got me trying to impress because girl you know you know you the best. When I think about you my heart be beating out my chest and I'm just now realizing that I'm kind of obsessed.

I'm bending over backwards trying to please ya cuz I don't want no other many be tryna squeeze ya I need you like I need air I gotta breath ya gotta keep ya keep ya.

So come on girl and just rock my world let me buy you diamond necklaces and maybe some pearls. If it was up to me you'd have the universe I'd light up the night sky, your name in fireworks.

Yeah baby you with me I want treat ya sue girl you know you a queen ya. I'm so glad you with me on my team ya just want you to know how much you mean ya. I wanna keep you with me along for the ride want you with me til the day that I fail to survive. I wanna keep you satisfied as long as I'm alive I wanna see you smile like you're in paradise.

Shots

One shot, two shot, three shots down. Become the enemy when no one's around. One day it'll be too late, it's three pm; intoxicated and strung out again.

You say we're a okay, but I say it's over if you drink one more drop of rum while I'm stone cold sober. I try to talk you out of it but you tell me "leave me alone". I cry because I care for you, but you'd rather be getting stoned and taking;

One shot, two shot, three shots down. Become the enemy when no one's around. One day it'll be too late, it's three pm; intoxicated and strung out again. But you'll remember. You'll, you'll remember someday, someday. Yes you'll remember, you'll, you'll remember well. While you're taking your shots.

I don't even recognize you. Your face has lost its glow. You're not the one I fell in love with long ago. Well I want to help you, but I can't stop you from walking out that door. I'm tired of caring while you continue to just go back for more as you take;

One shot, two shot, three shots down. Become the enemy when no one's around. One day it'll be too late, it's three pm; intoxicated and strung out again. But you'll remember. You'll, you'll remember someday, someday. Yes you'll remember, you'll, you'll remember well. While you're taking your shots.

Well I'm tired and sick and you're just full of it and now I've got nothing to show for all the time we spent on our relationship so it's time for me to let you know. That I'm sick and I'm tired, I'm tired and sick of being in this relationship it's time for me to let you go, and I'm sorry for all of the time that we lost, I tried to help no matter the cost but now I am making it so, as you take;

One shot, two shot, three shots down. Become the enemy when no one's around. One day it'll be too late, it's three pm; intoxicated and strung out again. But you'll remember. You'll, you'll remember someday, someday. Yes you'll remember, you'll, you'll remember well. While you're taking your shots

Antihero

You push me away from you but you keep me on my knees. Praying to God something will change. Well the sheets are warm but my heart grows cold, emotions turning to stone. You push me away, push me away.

If I could look maybe I'd see all the damage that I bring. Out of the book I took a life to lead, perhaps I tend to misread.

No I can't be your superman because darling I'm no hero. You weigh me down with ill will words and cut me down to the marrow.

You keep away from the truth because you know my every flaw. You see the light through the dark, claim to know me most of all.

Yet you refuse, refuse to let me in. I'm all kinds of messed up and I've done it again. No I can't use the blues to escape what I've done, I'm all choked up and we've only just begun.

No I can't be your superman because darling I'm not a hero. I tear you down even though it hurts and I shoot you down like an arrow.

And I say "okay, I get it" I really do. The worst part is that we know it's true, know it's true. We're like "okay, forget it" but we're not through. We need divine intervention to see us through.

No I can't be your superman because darling I'm no hero. You weigh me down with ill will words and cut me down to the marrow.

No I can't be your superman because darling I'm not a hero. I tear you down even though it hurts and I shoot you down like an arrow.

Comedown

So you think that I'm the one to blame, but you. Yes you, you are the reason that I can't stay. So I got my bags packed, I'm out, and I'm walking away from you. Well the truth is that I'm done no time to wait no time to run there's only one thing left to do. "and that's" pick up the phone, say "leave me alone, get away from me, I've got no room to breathe" but you try to cleave, you try to stay, while I try to push you far away. It's emotional, it's stressful, you're a handful, you make me feel a fool, got me looking like a deer in headlights, you catch me by surprise.

But then it comes down, come, comes down on top of me. From sun up to sundown no I can't seem to breathe without thinking of you, dreaming of you, of being with you by your side, Am I even alive? Do I even care? Because I can't feel anything without you here.

You are a poison nothing good remains. But somehow it seems that I just can't pump you out of my veins. Girl go on now and let me be without you, I doubt you'll ever let me get away from here because you draw me in, just like a sin, a giant black hold that sucks me in, and now you've got me leaving again.

But then it comes down, come, comes down on top of me. From sun up to sundown no I can't seem to breathe without thinking of you, dreaming of you, of being with you by your side, Am I even alive? Do I even care? Because I can't feel anything without you here.

I could be wrong, I might be right. Oh I know I can't think clearly with this girl in my sights. Can I move on? Can I get out of this? This situation that you've put me in now I'm convinced that I've got to, yet I've got to get away. Yes I've got to, I have to get far away from you.

And it comes down, come, comes down on top of me. From sun up to sundown no I can't seem to breathe without thinking of you, dreaming of you, of being with you by your side, Am I even alive? Do I even care? Because I can't feel anything without you here.